bwishit na ustet yan. 1 hour late kami pinalabas..bwishit talaga. naubusan na nga daw ng kwento mom ko and didang sa kahihintay eh. sick fock. wala. ranting migs to. arrrrgggrrrrr.

sorry hindi kita napanooooooood :( arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.

well, at least i got to watch the entire varsity team win their first elims! wooohoooooo! congrats you guys! galing galing nyo!!!Ü

ack. ayoko na. aaaaargh.

go away world, leave me alone.
i want to be by myself.
i want to wallow in my self-pity.
i want to just stare far away, not caring at all.
i dont want you around, leave me alone.

dont sit beside me world, leave me alone.
i dont need to see the pity in your eyes.
i dont need your pitiful glances.
i dont need you!
leave me alone.

you're making me cry world, leave me alone.
your hugs are warm, but not comforting.
your hanky may be dry, but not the one i need.
your smile is encouraging, but your encouragement isn't what i need.
you're always going to be here, wont you?
why can't i leave for a moment?
or better yet, why can't you leave me alone?
please.
just leave me alone.



dammit.

ahahahahahhaha..orayt. isang buwan na halos akong hindi nag-update! woohoooo!!!ü my friends, mahaba to..ü
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that was one of the best birthdays ive ever had..heheheü

medyo weird nga nung una..after ako i-greet and kantahan ni ands and mixka, they went back to reading..so i went ahead to the IS Lab for our second day of chemmagic(our "magic show" thing for the juniors..its a Roar Ochouno productionü)sinalubong ako nina tanya and manDIdang singing happy birthday with a card and a gift from "didang and rj pantua" ¦þ didang gave me an "ulan" bracelet..ang kikay tignan pero cute...eheheheheeü after non, kainan ng chocolates na binigay ni mixkaü then, medyo nasira ung umaga kasi we had to make 200 tickets dahil nawala ung ginawa ko..shiyet. so ayun. medyo naging semi-bitchy ako non. anyway..masaya naman..after all, its magic..chem-magic!! hahahahaü tapos ayun..lunch was good..we had a big chocomousse care of the science dep for all our hard work on the chem magicü parang cake ko narin..heheü then, club!ü (*btw, we didnt have classes tues and wed coz of the chemmagic..saya!ü casual pa kami kasi props akoü) then, club, kinantahan ako ng happy birthday habang nagddrills ako mag-isa(last round) parang drill of shame..hahahaha¦þ then, ayun, pa-order si coach ng pizza from shakeys..binigyan nya kami ng 300 and hati kami ni aileen sa rest kasi bday nya sa friday..3 big pizzas and 4 cokesü late dumating pero it was funü pagpasok ko sa 2nd floor, kumanta silang lahat ng happy birthday ulit! heheheheü utter joy!!!ü tapos, kainan..and andon pa sina kri, les, tans, reg and noel to help with the pizza..hahahaha..pero naubos naming mga 20members ung pizza..hahahahaü takawü then, biglang nakita ko si mixka..un pala may surprise sila sakin!! andon din si ada who just came running from shoppersville to buy me a "happy birthday MIGS!!!" cake!!!! omg!!!!!!ÜÜÜÜ i sobrang couldnt stop smiling!!!!!!ÜÜÜÜÜÜÜ woooooooow!!!!!Ü you guys sobrang made my day!!!!!Ü then had something to drink sa fruitmagic with my mom and noel..and wow. thanks ulit sa gift!!!!ÜÜÜ ayun..naiwan ko pa racket ko sa school. naiyak ako kagabi kasi wala daw nakakita.=( buti pagpasok ko today, nakuha pala ni manong dhel! laking pasasalamat ko!!!! ayun..now i have a whole lot of stuff to do..

thanks ulit sa barkada kong nakapagpasaya sa araw ko ng sobrasobra!Ü at kahit hindi kumpleto, nakumpleto parin sa text moü haaaay. ang sayaü

salamat sa lahat ng nag-greeat sakin at sa lahat ng kasiyahang dinulot niyo!ü

today was fun din..physics olympiad!ü galing ng roar racer! hahahaha..kwento ako next time..pagod nako eh..ü
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yesterday, grad pictorials!ü saya..hihihiü nagpaplantsa ako nung umaga and by 1pm, wala na. hinagin nako..oh well.. ayun..nagkalatelate pa dahil an hour and a half late dumating ung IV-2..anyway..masaya parinü thanks using the santan garland i made for you!ü hihihiü tapos inayos pa namin ni pola ung hair ni mandi for informal..ang hirap gumawa ng pantay na chun li with paintbrushes..hahahaü ayun..in fairness, magaling sila magmakeup..hihiü hope i didn't mess up the photos.. i like my informal though(its my new friendster userpicü,check it outü)
after that, eastwoodü blowout ng mom koü ate at via mare(mmmmmm...ü) then my cousins stayed after..we won 3 packs of lucky strike sa isang game..ahahahaü my cousins decided to divide my share among them..heheheü then we had a few drinks..i just got a vodka cruiser..then transferred to somewhere in pasig..where i got a tequila sunrise..and lahat silay's nagyosi nalang..but it was so much fun!ü but you made it more fun!ü hihihiü thanks kagabi!ü haaaay..ang sayaü

this weekend's been shit though. shit.

grrr.